-Farhan Syah Spots Something in his Kung Fu Suit,
Azam just had to spoil the picture
With His Eye Power!-
Syafiq said, While i was drinking from the water cooler.
'' Eh jangan habiskan Aku nak minum''
That must have been the funniest thing i heard on that day.
Or rather, ''Hey don't finish it, i wanna drink''
Laugh Out Loud!
Argh Man, Basically, School is Life.
Cause I'm still 15 and getting older. Yet School Is So hard.
4 Core subjects. All fine except maths.
Most probably i won't make it to join the others who make it to Sec 4 Express Next year.
But man, Life goes on. Went to study at dan's place just a while back.
Learnt alot in maths. I know I'm weak and i Won't make it.
But it's an ongoing battle, not just for end-of-year exams.
I might be retained in sec three cause of maths. Or drop to 4a2 next year.
Honestly i'd rather retain and be in 3E1 or 3A1 next year, If i don't make it.
Mid-year, Only 7 or 8 of us passed english language.
Out of 37 pupils. What does that show? That we're all gonna be retained or dropped?
For english s most important in this day and age. This is so hard.
But for any of you who get promoted or advanced to sec 4Express next year,
I wish you all the best, and i Admit, You deserve it.
But never will I Expect you to change the way you think of me.
For if i fail, it's my own fault, and you don't have anything to do with it.
Maybe you care, but hey, treat us the same.
But whatever happens, know that I'll have no change of feeling or perceptions towards anyone of you. Hakim, Shukor and Keith also retained. They're in our class.
And they're accepted by all of us. I really hope same goes for those who get retained or dropped to 4a2 next year.
It's who I am, and the mistakes i Make. At the end of the day,
I now know who my true friends are. Thanks Guys.
For constantly having faith in me.
And never having beat me to the ground like so many others have before.
Is it fair to be a victim of a selfish and thoughtless society?
A common saying,
'' God Only Helps Those Who Help Themselves''
Un-true? God has always been helping us. Just that we haven't noticed.
Also, ''God will never let you handle anything you can't''
So no matter how hard it is, we all know that success isn't impossible.
But the difficulty is to be questioned. Mentality is most important.
Damn this, what i hope for most is, Accept The Mistakes Of Others.
The world would be a mistake if no one made mistakes.
-Ynwa, You'll Never Walk Alone.
-Farhan Syah, Failure of The Year
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