It's not your fault, You feel Betrayed.
And so, found present rather easily for the 6th at Lot1 with RaRa.
Found it within the first 20mins after alighting at CCK.
Wow -.- then didn't plan what to do after achieving objective.
WOW. So headed to town to have lunch and sightseeing!
Time was only 3.
But before that was Journey from CCK to orchard of course.
And within that period of time was hell.
Yes, i have shaved off the Fugly goatee.
And She kept exclaiming excitedly in the train.
''WOW you finally shave''
''So nice can''
''When you shave?''
Embarrassing.
Had to calm down and calm her down. Felt like digging a hole into the floor.
Jump inside. Cover me up.
Please realize that you speak louder than you think.
I know you'll be reading this.
And so slacked and walked about.
Singapore Idol Roadshow at 5pm at Cathay Cineleisure.
But it should not have been labeled a ''ROADSHOW''
It was indoors at the basement. Basement show, Rather?
So the theme was, Aids awareness.
Sylvia went up first(BOO),
Talked with the hostess and sang a couple of lines from a song.
And talked about Aids awareness.
While she was busy with that, i was looking at Tabitha Giselle Nauser(WOO), who was 3rd in line after Sezairi(ClapClap) from the 2nd floor with RaRa.
And Guess what? She looked up and our eyes met and i felt a sensational happiness rushing in me.
I almost dropped to the floor. But held on so as not to trouble RaRa by making her have to call for an ambulance. * News: 15yearold Faints at the sight of Tabitha Nauser*
It could have been that way. Yes, very real.
Our eyes met, but only for a while. Aww.
Then Emcee Ross was asking for Tabitha fans to raise their hands.
I did! And Ross was like
''Oh you have a fan there!'' *Pointing at me*
Tabitha- * Scales the several storeys looking for me to no avail*
But she somehow looked sad that she couldn't find me.
So yay.
Charles= No story to tell. HAHA.
So stayed around for a while. Watched in jealousy as others went to pose with Tabitha for pics.
Went off to walk-about and then headed to VivoCity for 1 Long thing and 1 Sberry Yogurt.
HAHA Super.
Then Bus-ed Home.
Yesterday,
Went for fun with Yazier, Nabil, Akif, Athira, Haikal My bro and Shira.
And to catch Liverpool Vs Everton Too.
Liverpool won 2-0.
Haziq has a Cheerful girlfriend. HAHA.
And she wore my Liverpool Jersey HAHA!
Funny. Fun. Slacked with alim till 8 after that.
And got home to Snooze.
Washed Away A Dream Of You
-Ynwa, You'll Never Walk Alone
-Farhan Syah
Labels: -We could talk for A while. But I, Have Sweet Nothings To Say.
I Can't feel the same about you Anymore.
Please specify what you mean by ''And he finally SHAVED''
THANK YOU.
-Liverpool Soul
-Farhan Syah, RockstarLabels: -I never listened to a Word. You never Said.
We can't go back.
We can't go round it.
What we can do though is, move straight on with our lives.
This will hurt the least.
I Promise.
Lately I've been wandering
Off the narrow path
You’ve given me so many things that I've never had
And all in all I know it's you that always pulls me through
If you reach deep inside you’ll see my heart is true
‘Cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
And I promise to make the sacrifice
-Letting You Go
The things that make us deep
Are the things that we wont speak
Well, you and I
We don't feel like we used to
Every day's a memory gone by
What they are to me
Too many words to ever speak
So I'm here inside
And I'm still alive
The things that bring us together
Only wait to tear us apart
Time goes passing over us
We get lost within our hearts
And nobody ever can remember
How we got there strong or not
We've gone limber and bent ourselves
Towards our differences now
Pulling us apart
They always try to tell you
You'll be alright in time
But what do they know
They're just another
That's missing something on the inside
And how we will ever be
Better than a memory
Is the question
You will ask me
You will ask me in your dreams
How do we make it all real
I just cant decide
I want to know you for a while
Instead of letting you go again
I can't be stuck here forever, you know
I'm letting you know,
I'm letting you go.
-Ynwa, You'll Never Walk Alone
-Farhan Syah Has Spoken
Labels: -Feel like the odd man out. As i begin to pray
Haziq never reply me. Batt dead?
What are the chances?
Hmm. Nevermind. Give Ecp overnight a miss.
Mum, Can i Have this?
-Ynwa
-Farhan SyahLabels: Forever We Stand. Zakk Wylde in SG 30thNovember.
Seems Like Everything it thought of has finally been cleared out.
Thanks for listening. Couldn't keep it in anymore.
And so, Had camp. Gay Camp. Fun Camp. Great Camp.
SUPER CAMP. Gay too.
Bathed naked in front of me. GO AWAYYYY LOL!
THE FOOD SUCKED.
FIRST TIME THERE WAS NO PUNISHMENT WHATSOEVER in NCC.
Except when some sec 1 jokers made trouble.
And they saw me sprint. Said very fast. But super funny we kept laughing.
LOL!
Highlight was, Soccer telematch!
Team: FSyah, Hafiz, Helmi, Fawwaz and Shukor.
Beat 5 teams straight till losing to small sec 1's due to slack defending.
Sorry i got worked up guys.
I hate losing. True.
We were tired. And we should let others play too!
What a crap post wtf.
So had Jyian night. Okay la. Nothing much.
Screamed and shouted with Shukor and the guys.
Only we know what was so damn funny.
And saw Kin! With MINAH HAIR! HAHA just kidding =)
My planned outfit was messed up.
Parents washed the tee that i left on the chair thinking that it'd been worn already.
Damn. The theme was glitz and glam.
Leather jeans fit that perfectly.
Nevermind. The past two days were the times man.
Special thanks to,
Hafiz, Helmi, Fawwaz, Shukor, Syafiq for being such cool friends.
I realise that when it comes to the 6 of us,
We can do Just about anything together.
I HAVE COOL FRIENDS!
-Ynwa, You'll Never Walk Alone.
-Farhan Syah, Rockstar =)
Labels: You guys mean so much to me. Happy Birthday Mum.
I HAVE NOT BATHED FOR TWO DAYS.
CAN I MAKE IT THREE?
Nah, got camp tomorrow. So gotta bathe.
Yesterday night, Alim came over. Played guitar, talked etc.
And we painted our nails black for each other!
It looks horrible cause we're not qualified.
BUT IT'S STILL NICE WOW.
Now: Look for dark blue nail paint!
And look like Dan Donegan.
Post a nice picture of the nails soon.
Looks like in camp tmr, I'll be having the worst time of my life in a long time after not
Going for ncc for so long cause it's so boring.
But the fact that i'll be there with my guys makes it better =)
Right guys? I bet so ^^
To Ah-KIM: MOTHA FUCK! You've been doing fun shit without us.
Go out soon bro.
Topped-up prepaid card.
Handphone is the best way to reach me.
Azlin knows a dirty little secret. I Wonder how.
But, Doesn't affect me!
^^
As i get nearer and nearer to the climax,
The more i wonder what the outcome will be.
-Farhan Syah Has Spoken
-Ynwa.
Labels: -There'e nothing for me here. I gave you my life just to fade away.
Went out with Rara.
Planned to watched movie! But Ehem, thanks to no one's fault,
No planning while i was bathing the night before lol.
So walked, ate and walked and walked and went sightseeing.
Talked and laughed so much -.-
Had Pastamania at Cathay.
Beef Bolognese, Lemon tea, Apple Crumble.
HAHA DELICIOUS I SAY!
*CRITICAL PERIOD SETS IN*
We each lost something after moving on.
She lost her hairbow somehow -.-
And we couldn't find it after back-tracking.
I Forgot to take my geek specs from the table which was so wrong of me.
She went back and asked if Andy, Some person working there if she'd seen
each of our missing thingssss.
Ended up, my geek specs were rightfully mine again.
But her hairbow CNBF.
COULD NOT BE FOUND.
Did black nail paint on my pinky.
RaRa-Want i do for you?
FSyah-Nah i do myself kay.
RaRa-Nah i very PRO one. I always do for my friends.
FSyah(So gullible)-Okay alright then
RaRa-Kay come
*Takes hand and starts doing LOL *
*Done*
FSyah-Eh not bad ah. But got smudges.
I Thought you PRO?
RaRa-Aiya abit only la.
Fuhyoooo, No professionalism at all. Do job halfway.
Then blablabla. Had Choco sundae at plaza sing.
Walked to bugis. Kept complaining, *TIRED* to me.
Looked for hairbow which we kept mistaking for bowtie lol!
Kept saying *Eh your bowtie how?*
Bowties are worn on the shirt?
Hairbows worn on hair. Funny Shit.
Couldn't find. Took bus 7 to clementi interchange.
Had Kachang putih and bumped into people She knew.
Had black pepper hot dog. Sent her back.
Fell asleep on the way home in the bus.
I woke up in the bus on the last turn.
Heng ah, Could have missed my stop.
Time now is 3.01am.
Just on the 1 mark. Funny how i was so darn sleepy 5 hours ago.
Well, I don't know.
Strange things happen.
WHY IS THE BLOG OPEN TO INVITED PEOPLE ONLY?
Major headache.
Never Lost.
-Farhan Syah, Rockstar
-YnwaLabels: -Missing Hairbow. Geek Specs. Tired. Complain Queen. Tired Of You.
Thanks Kin for turning the left panel font to red.
I love it =)
Pink doesn't fit me!
I shall try to make this post as INDIRECT as possible now.
Things have really been on my mind.
I really feel like commiting myself.
I know i want to. The same can be the said of it as well.
But i'm afraid to break it down to it.
And afraid of the fact. I just wish time would stop.
And we could just be happy.
Sometimes it's easy.
Sometimes it's so tough.
Right now. It's real real tough.
There's nowhere for me to turn.
Will the dice ever roll?
And will i ever know?
Will the plot have a twist or will i still resist?
I've been playing the part of a lost realist.
I am certain.
I was right to have fallen.
To my people,
I only wish you knew how much I Love You guys.
And if you think you're not included in the previous statement,
Yes you are. I've really grown to love now.
You just fail to receive it.
-Ynwa, You'll Never Walk Alone.
-Farhan Syah, RockstarLabels: -Close My Eyes. Let The Whole Thing Pass Me By.
The heart has its reasons which reason knows not of.And so, The blog is alive again.
And Oh, Have I been thinking?
Yes, and alot have i thought of.
Azlin is such an ass.
I'm tired of this.
And I still love the Banner so i shall post it AGAIN!
I just feel like it.
Labels: -Even When All My Stars Are Falling. You Pulled Me From Here To You. Am i right to have fallen?
LOOK AT WHAT RaRa drew for me!!
I love it lol.
Duane's out. And you owe me a chocolate bar!
Labels: -Chocolate Bar. Duane's Out.
Links Etc on other laptop.
Fix this soon.
^^^^
YNWA!
Love Is Unexplainable.Labels: -Bersantun Kata. Kata Tentang Cinta.
FIXING MY BLOG.
PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE.
=) ^^
Love You Guys. Labels: -Must have fallen in love with you.
MY BLOG TEMPLATE IS FUCKED! FUCK YOU FUCK FUCK FUCK!
VULGAR DISPLAY OF POWER.
FUCK YOU!BE BACK ONCE IT'S FIXED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Labels: -FUCKED BLOG TEMPLATE
Times like These Will Lessen and Soon Disappear.
RaRa is getting a Blackberry Im so jealous that there's no comma nor full stop to this.HAHAHA Please don't read this.They went for OBS today. Namely Hafiz and Syafiq.1 week is just too long. Wtf I need football soon.And so the situation.Am i to stay at Sister's house and be assured that i WILL study for O's next year?Sister will make me study. She's not forcing meI want to but i just havent really started. Lazyass and can't study for Fuck at home.- Thing is, She stays at woodlands.
- I have to walk two stretches of small walkways to get to Admiralty Mrt.
- I need to wake at 545 to get ready for school.
- I don't wanna be late at all.
- I have to travel back to woodlands after school.
What should i do?- I can go to school with Suhaila and Ah-Kim to school Since they live in
- Bukit Batok and Chua Chu Kang respectively.
- I can go home with them on the way to Admiralty Mrt.
FUCK THIS THIS IS HARD. I REALLY NEED HELP.-Farhan Syah, Rockstar.-Ynwa, You'll Never Walk Alone.Labels: -I am Not Who I Used To be. Betrayal With a Kiss.
