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Cynical
Saturday, January 30, 2010

Chemistry is hard. Physics too. 
I've not been studying.
Please scold me for failing to do so at my TAGBOARD.
Thank You. Hahahahah.

Okay so everyone has been going to school in a bad mood.
Everyone's tired from ASPRO. But ASPRO can be good for us.
Haha dunno la here I am munching on chips. Nice ah.

I want to go fishing tomorrow with cousins and friends.
Okay I am going.
Come on fishy fishy. And not all Fish sleep at night.
HAHAHA. And I am craving for erm, Lots of food.
Different foods, cool foods, Nice food.
And drinks too. I miss Green Tea

Okay I'm going down to Mr.Teh Tarik to have Paratha.
ByeBye. Okay Haziq just asked for my phone.
Now He's going through my phoney. Wonder what He's up to.
I suddenly look at him and say, ''Hey Let's go now and get Paratha. (Roti Prata.)
And He says, ''Malas.''
I Say, ''Ala..''
He says, '' Jom Jom. Tapao tau. ( Packet okay).
I keep silent.

Continuation,
*After coming back to his place*
Okay I just had 2 Egg Parathas and an Empty (Kosong).
Drowned it with kopicino ( Cappucino )
Haziq is sound asleep. =)
After chilling downstairs and talking bout the shit he went through,
I realised, These kind of things are inevitable.
It can also be either Magical or Nightmares In Our Lives..

*Cut-Scene* 
Haziq Suddenly moves and his mouth is half agape now.
Hahaha Monkey listening to music on his Ipod.

So where do I sleep later on? Hmm.
The Floor then. Hahaha. 

I can't wait to see the following people.
I really wish we will meet.

Haikal,
Haziq,
Nabil.
Akif,
Yazier,
Hafiq,
Alim.

Let's go Fishanggg!

And, no matter the distance, 
My heart yearns for your presence.
Your Presence is the Greatest Absence I feel.
But no, I'm staying strong. Stronger than you think.

A Fine Line In between what has been written above and what follows.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I Never thought you were that Kind of person.
I was seething with rage, Yes I was. 
You deserve ten-fold the shit you put him through.
Not just cause He's family to me.
But for the person You yourself are.
I regret ever crossing paths with you. 
Let It not be Known to it. Let it Sleep.
You stand to gain nothing. yet you choose to continue
  

Okay. So After what has happened.
I Love but I'm scared to use it. 
Sigh, Who would have thought.
But! Be brave at what You wanna do.
That's what Suhaila Told. And it struck me real hard.


P.S,
Haziq makes weird noises and farts in His Sleep.

Ynwa, You'll Never Walk Alone.
-Farhan Syah, Rockstar

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Redemption
Tuesday, January 26, 2010

I have a resolution.
There is a New one everyday.
Yet Is is Familiar and Mundane like all the ones before it.

I've Never stopped wanting to make everyone that tad bit happier.
Ever since I don't know when.
It's Something That I want everyday. 
I've never asked the same for Myself.
I wish, You wish I would. =)


Ynwa, You'll Never Walk Alone.
-Farhan Syah, Rockstar

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Deep in Conversation
Saturday, January 23, 2010


-Farhan Syah AKA Aoi was Out with Alim AKA Uruha. 

Off to JPoint to get erm, orange juice. 

And slack. Instead we got fucking smart to drink choco milk one carton each and get stomach aches, 

and laughed off to the "arrggghh" at a glass panel in JPoint ,

saw Transexuals, 

saw chewy legs and got attacked by a fucking cockroach where I refused to help Him! HAHAHA! 

And I just let out my diarrhea. Felt good. Talk about Home-Made Chocolate.


(Your Name)
Farhan Syah
(Your Signature)
-You'll Never Walk Alone
-5.00am

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★ Reita Cassis
Friday, January 22, 2010

To Jason: You'd better read the book. 
                We're all here to help you.


Deep apologies to All.
I really can't seem to make time for you guys anymore.
Well yes I can. But truth is. I have been Busy.
Even on weekends. I'm Really sorry now.


To Haikal Syah my Brother,
Kel, I'm sorry I haven't been out with you, Nabil and Yazier.
Everytime you wake me and ask me if i wanna tag,
I always answer with a blatant ''No''.
And fall back asleep.
But not before seeing you shake your head in disappointment and hearing you sigh.
I'm sorry, I'll make up for it. =)


To Syairazi Haziq my Cousin,
It makes me feel really down too.
Everytime You ask me out for pool..
Or sleepover at your place. I just have to say I can't.
It hurt me as well, realising I couldn't come over as often as I did,
As often as you saw me two years ago.


Both of You, Please don't stop asking me out for this and that.
That'd be the last thing I want. =)
I are Loved. =)


To Hafiz, Helmi and Co.
Hafiz, It's sad that Malay class has been split.
And you get Cikgu Mas! No fair.
Haha. I miss you bro. We were best mates in lower sec,
Were we not? Always playing with the hair on our legs.
And talking dirty to each other. Haha!
Well we recently saw something dirty too! 
I'm glad You're still around. During recess. And after school.
Helmi and Co, I want football with you guys.
Art park soon please. Next weekend?
I miss your gayness. Haha we can do just about anything together.
And You're attached? Joke. Gay attached to a Sec 3 Girl. =)
I'm glad the way we feel about each other  hasn't change.
See you soon gayboy. Football with your guys soon.

Though We are far apart,
A big part of my life you guys are.
Whenever I'm feeling nothingness, I think.
And Never fail to come to think bout you guys.
And when I sleep, I dream bout you guys as well.
That's how integral you are in my life.
Both when I'm awake. And in my dreams.
May we meet soon. =)

-Ynwa, You'll Never Walk Alone.
-Farhan Syah, Rockstar

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Cassis

I got up from Bed.
 Just to suddenly decide to post this at 1.16am.

Ashita Anata no, Kimochi ga hanarete mo,
Even if tomorrow Your feelings are far away,
Kitto kawarazu ai shite iru.
I'll still love You the same.




And this is, What It's all about


The GazzetE-Cassis



Plus, I go to sleep everynight listening to Cassis.
Even after I fall Asleep.


P.S, Liverpool Won 2-0.
Sets my heart at ease.

-Ynwa, You'll Never Walk Alone
-Farhan Syah,Rockstar

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What you see is what You Get?
Wednesday, January 20, 2010

TYPICAL 4E2 POA LESSON IN CLASS WITH FARHAN SYAH IN IT
Bank Reconciliation Statement as at September 30th 2007

    $

Balance as per bank statement                                    15956
Add:Uncredited Charges                                                 -
(CHER! WHERE THE FUCK YOU GET THIS FIGURE?)

Less:Unpresented Charges
-Salaries                                                                      620
-Singtel                                                                       158
*Turns around and asks Syafiq*
( Where you get these two figures ah?)

Balance as per Cash Book(Adjusted) (DR-DebitBalance) 15178
*Tries to work out an equation to get the final figure, 15178*
*Ultimate Fail*

*Turns and asks Syafiq for help again*
(Okay i get it now. Thanks)

Ynwa, You'll Never Walk Alone
-Farhan Syah, Rockstar

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Now is that It?
Tuesday, January 19, 2010


Does he look PATHETIC
or
 Does he look PATHETIC?


Whatever it is, I look like that.




I Feel Pathetic.
How the CareBear did I end up in this mess?
And how am I going to get out of this quicksand?
I'm amazed at what It's become.
Yet something is missing.
Maybe I, But what do I know..
It's rare that I feel so small facing a problem.


And after bearing witness to Alim getting his Red Ibanez named Sakura,
I swear I would Kill for one.
That. Is. How. Bad. I. Need. A. Good. Guitar.
K.I.L.L for it.


Alim, I swear we need to catch up. 
Bonus: We're both feeling pathetic.
Let's halve the pain we feel. 
Or as least, try to.


-No end Product to this Equation.


Ynwa, You'll Never Walk Alone
-Farhan Syah, Rockstar

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Fractional Separation?
Sunday, January 17, 2010

-Farhan Syah, Loves to let people know what he's thinking.
And what he thinks about things.


You may say we all lead different lives.
But then, how much different, from the person nearest to you on the bus?
In the train? The guy who just farted at the bus stop?
The old man struggling up the stairs? 
The guy that always gets A(s) for his subjects?
Yes, that old woman that sells ice cream at Esplanade?


Regardless of Age, Wealth, Appearance, IQ, EQ, WhateverQ.
Problems,
And whatever else there is to consider.
We're all the same cause we all need to Fart.


Yeah you heard right.
We all need to fart to let out that something extra that's stuck in our cogs.
No of course not.


What separates 
Young from Old.
Rich from Poor.
Good looking from Haggard.

Problems from Smooth-sailing

Everything in this world from Nothingness.


Is just, Life and Death.
And when it comes to Life and death,
Numbers don't count.
16? 61? 34? 43?
These don't play any part in death.


Everything is separated by Death itself.


Okay, I missed out just one thing.
And this is what really matters.


What then after death?


Heaven and Hell.
Heaven and Hell, Separate one from the other.


So look around and see that, You're lucky to be Alive.
And be able to do something about it now.


Before all is separated.


HEHEHE ARE YOU AFRAID?
DOES THIS SET YOU THINKAANGGG?
EHEHEHE! 
Aww don't be. I swear I'm being random anyway.


Now i need a fart. And you don't.
That's the only reason why we're different.


You loving me doesn't change the fact that i need to fart.
I need a fart yeahhh! Fart yeahhhahhh!!!


Fart in public.
Fart when you're sick.
Fart in anyway.
Fart  everyday.


Without it all, I'm choking on Nothing.
It's clear in My head, that something is missing.


Ynwa, You'll Never Walk Alone.
-Farhan Syah, Rockstar

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Holy Mother Of Rock!
Friday, January 15, 2010


Hafiz Rahman fun is over,here comes the serious part

8 minutes ago ·  · 
Soong Le Xuan
5 minutes ago
Hafiz Rahman
Hafiz Rahman
yea...study hard for now n after our 'O"s,we can hav fun
4 minutes ago
Farhan Syah
Farhan Syah
FUH FUH!
3 minutes ago · 
Soong Le Xuan
Soong Le Xuan
4e1 will jiayou tgt! :D
3 minutes ago
Hafiz Rahman
Hafiz Rahman
farhan u should also study...no mre rock concert...
2 minutes ago
Soong Le Xuan
Soong Le Xuan
hahaha yeah lor! dont rock so much la.
about a minute ago
Farhan Syah
Farhan Syah
Ala. Ok ok. I studying already. Hehe!
about a minute ago · 
Soong Le Xuan
Soong Le Xuan
after o then rock and enjoy and play all we want.
9 seconds ago

Farhan Syah WANTS TO FUCKING GO FOR ROCK

AM RING.                                                               

38 minutes ago ·  · 
Azlin Azin
Azlin Azin
study la.
33 minutes ago · 
Farhan Syah
Farhan Syah
ROCK AM RING LA
29 minutes ago · 
Syafiq Muhammad
Syafiq Muhammad
study. shit hole remember.
25 minutes ago · 
Farhan Syah
Farhan Syah
ROCK AM RING GOT MOSH PIT.
BIGGER THAN SHIT HOLE.
18 minutes ago · 
Azlin Azin
Azlin Azin
? Ah. Suka hati la.
16 minutes ago · 
Syafiq Muhammad
Syafiq Muhammad
alright. as long as you dont have any regrets.
14 minutes ago · 
Farhan Syah
Farhan Syah
HAHAHA BIGGEST ROCK EVENT
OF THE YEAR SEY!
13 minutes ago · 
Nabil Akif
Nabil Akif
ROCK AM RING!!! but study first..
10 minutes ago · 
Farhan Syah
Farhan Syah
ROCK AM RING ONLY LIKE 1 DAY
OR
a FEW DAYS
also you guys want to Deprive me.
Holy mother of Rock.
4 minutes ago · Delete


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Converse
Thursday, January 14, 2010

Converse.

Matt Tuck-SYN-Uruha-rocker. says:
 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rGxihEVmL90
 this one is fckuing nice
 for sure

Farhan Syah, LFC Forever. \M/ says:
 ok
 dah tgk dah
 lame dah

Matt Tuck-SYN-Uruha-rocker. says:
 yay
 cassis best la
 tsk
 ):
 solo FEELING

Farhan Syah, LFC Forever. \M/ says:
 haha
 i love the headbang
 fucking crazy

Matt Tuck-SYN-Uruha-rocker. says:
 ya
 i love uruha's hair like FUCK OMG
Farhan Syah, LFC Forever. \M/ says:
 ya
 headspin
 ahaha

Matt Tuck-SYN-Uruha-rocker. says:
 and his blue guitar
 eclipse ESP
 OMG
 and the way he plays it in the cassis viud
 vid
 CB

Farhan Syah, LFC Forever. \M/ says:
 haha
 okokokok

Matt Tuck-SYN-Uruha-rocker. says:
 cant have enough of it siall
 carebear

Farhan Syah, LFC Forever. \M/ says:
 haha
 okok
 and their amp!
 carshall
 not marshall


Matt Tuck-SYN-Uruha-rocker. says:
 diam la
 hahahah
 lololololool
 aku nk gi dating uh.


Farhan Syah, Takuya. LFC Forever. \M/ says:
 oh
 dating?
 gi ah



Matt Tuck-SYN-Uruha-rocker. says:
 "hey lets go out"
 "hey lets make love"

Farhan Syah, Takuya. LFC Forever. \M/ says:
 eh?
 HAHHAA
must plan what to do la


Matt Tuck-SYN-Uruha-rocker. says:

 "hey lets go swimming so i can see u in bikini!"

 lets go dating!


Farhan Syah, Takuya. LFC Forever. \M/ says:

 ok good


Matt Tuck-SYN-Uruha-rocker. says:
 hahah
 But the thing is,
 I'm not serious!
 HAHAHAHHAHAH


Farhan Syah, Takuya. LFC Forever. \M/ says:
 HHUH?
 LOL

-Ynwa, You'll Never Walk Alone
-Farhan Syah, Rockstar

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Juneau
Wednesday, January 13, 2010

I just had fun Singing My Hell in the toilet while erm,
Scrubbing my naked self.
Bathing. HAHA!


In the bus to Ecp for Cip with Classmates,
Jason agreed to Exchange one song from my Phone for one from his Psp.
Meaning- He agreed to Listen to listen to HardRock/Heavy Metal
                I agreed to listening to High School Musical.


Compare the lines of #1 to #2.
#1=Prayer by Disturbed
''Living just isn't hard enough.
  Burn me alive Inside''
''Bring to life everything that you fear
Live in the dark, and the world is threatening''


#2=Walk Away-High School Musical
''Just walk away,







Oh no, don’t look back, 'cause if my heart breaks
It's gonna hurt so bad, 
You know I am strong-
But I can’t take back before it’s too late''
Being a Dancer/ Hip-Hopper,

He Said that Prayer is nice. HAHA YAY!
Duh, 
What a killer song that never fails to disappoint
NEVERRR!
Score. 1-0.
Cause, we all know High School Musical SUCKS.
Win. Thanks Jason.
And so, got off bus.
We were issued yellow trashbag(Unfashionable),
And A plastic glove(Useless).
The plastic glove tore at the middle finger intersect,
right after I got off the bus, following Syafiq,
Whose bladder was about to burst yellow liquid. -.-
And after that, 
Got really Enthusiastic with being trashmen.
Assigned buddies.
Farhan Syah, Syafiq,
Shukor, Hakim,
Azam, Danial,
Kelly, Jason,
Azlin, Suhaila
Silah, Amsyar.
So Sent Rock music to Hakim for his new cool Phone.
While being Enthusiastic trashman.
And entertaining with music as well.

Pictures Kay I Know I are Boring.

Haizz Yawn Syafiq Yawnnzzz

Future Professionals. HAHAHA!

AHAHA FATHER FIGURE

Shu-Kim


Syafiq and Erm, Pokok

Suhaila really needs a New pose.
Amsyar looks Oh so Kiut! Eew -.-
HAHA!


The Poa Chronicles. $5000 Debit! HAHA

And picking up countless litter,
Reward-Breakfast at Mac's.
Reward? We payed with our own money -.-


Syafiq's Ronald Macdonald Face.


Jason with erm, Cum on his lips.

HAHA Hakim asked for a Balloon from the manager,
 for Suhaila.
Ultimate HAHA how they kept arguing.
And Sue saying,
''You think I'm your wife ah?''
Will you guys ever get better?
Or are you already?
Haha Silly.

 

Be honoured that you're Featured here.
You still are annoying though. 
Sucka! HAHA =D








Thanks for the great day guys.
And I still don't know how two huge red ants got onto 
My freaking waist.
And bit me at like, identical spot. Frucked.
Thanks Shukor for swatting at my belly while i,
screamed for dear life.
Okay Exaggerated.
But thanks!

I have a new-found talent!.
I go to sleep everynight WHILE listening Rock,
With my In-ear Earpice.
Wow! This was never possible before. Be jealous.
Or can you do it too? =(
Songs I listen to, to fall asleep.
*I'll never find Someone like You-Backstreet Boys.
*Snuff-Slipknot
*Back to Good-Matchbox 20
*The way I Feel-12 Stones
*In your Perfect World-Firehouse.
And I finally agree that My hair Is Long. Frucked.
Is there erm,
HeadBanging as a Profession?
I feel i Excel at it.

Am I nothing more, Than a Line in Your Book?
Ynwa, You'll Never Walk Alone.
-Farhan Syah,Rockstar

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★ Liverpool Football Club (Forever)
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★ Loves Red. Such a powerful colour
★ Needs to gain weight
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