I was unintentionally molested in school.

Rapping now.

First verse only.

Are you ready? Are you mad inside?
Got you strapped down to your seats
Outta the doorway, bullets ripped, full clip
God speed, approach follow my lead
Firewinds gust, empire crush
Full thrust, fall in the hole, roll wit the rush
Untouchable chunk of air, wax and soul
Soundwaves slay out the back, can't smoke
My belly-full prance dance, avalanche quote
Down slope, elegant as Fantasia
Killer whale tale inhale, black male from Asia
All out the wood works, hood shirts and wizards
No match, unhatch, the rap is rigid
In the shaft, shotty cop, hip hop to the limit
Nightwatch, pad mark 
Sparks spin a quake nuclear blast, heavy on the cash
Gimmie what it takes NOW


RAGE ROCK ROLL FIGHT
BRAWL FALL RUMBLLLLLLEEE!!!

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Did it say 30days to Expiry..?


I can't believe 16year olds could make judgement about someone without
listening to both sides of the story. 
We're all Humans, imperfect. Neither Me, nor You, is Perfect.
We need reminders. 
Not people talking behind our backs. If there is a Problem, address it.
What good will gossiping/discussing do?
You, place judgement upon someone, firstly without being impartial.
Secondly, call yourself a friend and do nothing but gossip/discuss about One's flaws.
If You were truly a friend, or at least have a sense of righteousness, You would say,
''Hey man, that's wrong. Stop it.'' or, ''Sorry but that's not funny''.
Instead, You expect realisation to take place. 
Ask Yourself, how is One to change without Another making Him realise and mend his ways? 
Especially when He truly thinks everything is alright.
Reminder, We're Human. Reminders are essential. 
So much for a friend. I feel so betrayed. Disappointment. 
You don't like it, express Yourself.
Make judgement? Listen first.
Call Yourself a friend? You sure You're qualified?
Now, You tarnish my reputation? Whoa, do what You like?


Two blows in a day. Anymore for Me?
Keep it coming, Friends? I'll shove them back in your faces.


Tomorrow will be a test of- Speak only when Spoken to.


Are You some kind of Mirage that's not truly there?
If You're going to go into dormancy and then back into activity, I'd rather You be extinct,
And be away forever.  Make it clear to me please.


I'm leaving, Do You wait for me again?
Do You remember Me at all?

I am Loving my headphones. Puma shoes, here I come.


Ynwa.
-Farhan Syah

Labels: -Hear No Sound

201st Post.

I am spending this moment.
How?
By thinking of how great it would be to turn back the clock.
This is the first time (i think) I really thought of such a thing.
I've thought about it for a while already.
Really wish I could change the outcome of several things.
How?
By changing the events that led up to the respective outcomes.
It's too late for that now.

Thanks for all you've done. I've missed you for so long. 
I can't believe you're gone. You still live in me.
I feel you in the wind. You guide me constantly.
I never knew what it was to be alone. Because you were always there for me. You were always there waiting. And even though you're gone, You still mean the world to me. And what you did you did with feeling, And You always found the meaning,
And you always will, be here with me still.



Time won't stop. So won't I.
Going into third week.
Hope for the best for everything.

Ynwa.
-Farhan Syah

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''Those People, they don't deserve Your attention. If all your good intentions are met with skepticism, they don't deserve You. They Assume and do not ask. You've done what Your part and they have not. Why do You even bother to let it trouble You? It's kinda stupid, even. Don't waste Your time on ingrates and insecure people. They will learn someday.''

I can only nod at Brother and say, ''Yeah, I know but..I wish They knew the Truth''

If there were lessons I've learnt (and trust me, I've learnt many),
One of them'd be that,

Some people just won't see things the way You do.
Someday they might know the Truth.
They may also never know.


Nevertheless, I've done my best.


As for You, You think I'm so darn stupid?
Wasn't born yesterday, All I told You not to do, You did them all.
Seriously, I don't trust You for shit anymore.
You're like, a pain in the flesh that appears through my message tone once in a while.
I've analyzed the situation and your doings.
Conclusion? You're a wolf in sheep's clothing.
Sad part? You think I don't know. Swell, You don't even know I'm not happy with You.
Not happy, so what? I say fuck, waste of my time. 
This time, You've really crossed the line. It's time You realized nothing is FINE between You and I.
You took forever to realize that. That's why I posted this small paragraph.
Reflect on Yourself, You lying ingrate.
How am I supposed to trust You now when You've killed all that I believed was good in You?
Felt so stupid, but not anymore.


*If A reader feels/thinks this refers to him/herself, so be it. I'm not to blame.
 The same if he/she feels/thinks this applies to Him/Herself.
 People Like You, Reflect and come back When You think You're worthy of forgiveness.


Time to move.


Ynwa.
-Farhan Syah

Labels: -I need You Tonight

4.04AM: Saturday, 3rd of July, 2010. Farhan Syah Wonders if He should have given that long, honest, clear, rational opinion. She said it's greatly appreciated. He is truly it is of help. Yet deep inside, it killed him to have given that opinion which She's going to give a thorough thought. 
Even if it hurts the both of Us, if it's for the better, then so shall it shall be. 
I do the very best I know how - the very best I can; and I mean to keep on doing so until the end. 

-The truth is incontrovertible, malice may attack it, ignorance may deride it, but in the end; there it is.  
-If you look for truth, you may find comfort in the end; if you look for comfort you will not get either comfort or truth only soft soap and wishful thinking to begin, and in the end, despair. 
-Farhan Syah

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