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Containment.
Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Okay, think rationally Farhan Syah.


Don't let these stupid feelings take over.


End.

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Rest in Peace, James Owen Sullivan aka the rev- Avenged Sevenfold
Tuesday, December 29, 2009

As most of us know, 
The Reverend from Avenged sevenfold was found dead at his home,
This very day, December 28, 2009
Thank you for the music that you made.
A tribute to a great drummer and musician.
For those who knew him better, As a Person.
In special mention,
Zachary James Baker-Zacky Vengeance

Brian Elwin Haner, Jr.-Synyster Gates

Jonathan Lewis Seward-Johnny Christ

Matthew Charles Sanders-M.Shadows
Four of them can find a Great or maybe even better drummer.
But they can never replace the Man Himself.
Rest in Peace, James Owen Sullivan-The Rev.

On a Better note, Yesterday was Unbelievable.
Thank you for shouting out my name, Even for no good reason at times.
Hahaha. Thank you so much.only 3 of my friends could make it,
It was still great, cause all of who were present were all friends.

And although you couldn't make it, You guys showed you wanted to.
Names up soon =)


Pics up in next post Baby!


-Farhan Syah, Rockstar.
-Ynwa,You'll Never Walk Alone

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The best you Never Had
Monday, December 28, 2009

Case Study


Adapted from My Awe-Tastic Brother's Blog.
Haikal Syah's-Freedom Forever
 Thursday, December 24, 2009


Bastards
I can't believe that the debate about how guys are bastards is still going on. Girls can happily call guys bastards because of the ever so popular view on how men are always the responsible one for break-ups and how men can steal a woman's dignity and value but a girl can't do the same.
Honestly some people or should I say most girls, should just learn to keep up with the ages. Those are stories from days of old where men were seen as the superior gender and a woman must always abide to their words and likings. Nowadays the world has flipped and the girls are the ones sleeping around with random people on first dates and when they get dumped they blame it on the men. Some girls even give their guys too many second chances even after they have been cheated on repeatedly/for very long and when it doesn't work out, it's the guy's fault again. Now who's stupid? There are perfectly good guys out there and almost every girl has at least 1 sincere, nice guy who admires her and would love to be with her and treat her right but she doesn't want to be with him because he's ugly/poor/not fashionable or she doesn't notice him at all because girls nowadays are looking at all the wrong places such as the Internet and nightclubs.
THINK! People go to clubs to flaunt, get drunk, mingle and flirt and ultimately have fun. They're not looking for happily ever after in there! Not ruling out the possibility of true love blossoming from a meeting in a club but don't go searching with high hopes because you'll only find yourself waking up one day to regret it. I'm tired of reading newspapers/forums and seeing all these women who call men bastards for reasons as stupid as having wasabi in sushi. They either think their mothers are Virgin Marys because apparently their dads are bastards so they don't deserve being called parents or these people are happy with homosexuality and trying to rid the world of men. Here's a quote from me and I'm so damn proud of it I wish I could trademark it.
Guys can't be bastards if Girls aren't stupid so stop calling guys bastards, stupid!
Guys in the form of Mats, Ah Bengs and all scum of society DO NOT represent Guys as a whole!
So before you get dumped and cheated on and your poor little heart breaks, why don't you ask yourselves why and how did you even end up with that 'bastard' in the first place. Learn to protect yourself before harm is brought upon you. Take preventive measures. Even grandmas know by now not to flaunt their jewellery in public so as to not attract bad attention. Calling guys bastards is very insulting especially to dads (and wonderful crime fighters like me). I don't care how bad they were to you because you wouldn't have experienced life if it weren't for them. At least have some damn respect!
This is in no way directed at U Hunny because U're not like them. U like me (whom these other girls categorise as a bastard) :D
| 5:30 AM 


Ynwa, You'll Never Walk Alone
-Farhan Syah, Rockstar|

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Let me Dream, Let me make Believe

*HIGHLIGHTS*
                                        -Haikal Syah's Encouragement
u call urself rockstar
*u may be by soul
*but u cant flaunt it
*and live it in the flesh
*u have 5 songs
*be tt rockstar for tt 5 songs
*after tt he will die
*and go back to being just a way of life
*soak it in and act like it's ur last chance ya
*not the first






Syafiq's encouragement. 

  good luck. will try my very best (to attend). 
ROCK the stage down man.
be your best. not do your best. =]


That was just Awesome.


Living the Life I was Born to live.
The chance might never come your way again.
But if it ever does, You'd better catch if before it slips by.

Alright, In my Jeans and Tee and Chuck Taylor's,
With the Bass, With my Black painted nails.
With The Band. Tonight at 9pm. 
With You.
Currently Feeling nervous. Hope to have dry run later on in the morning or noon.
Don't worry, I won't let you guys down. 
Let's finish what we Started.

I've always wanteed to be on stage, with my Band.
Dreamed of it. Many times since 10.
And tonight, That dream will become A dream so real.
It'll last 5 songs. 5 songs are All I'll have.
But i assure you, after tonight, those five songs won't be the only I ever had.
Much more to come from me, Your Rocker.


And thereafter, My Job, As Underlying Bassist, Will be done.
Thank you for this Oppurtunity. I will Live and Breathe it.
And always always be, Underlying's number one Groupie. =)


-Ynwa, You'll Never walk Alone
-Farhan Syah, Rocker

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As much as I'd love to.
Friday, December 25, 2009

Honestly, There's really nothing for me to tell you.
Stop being inquisitive yeah.
It shows. It doesn't tell =) 

Yesterday I had Chicken rice at Jurong Point banquet.
Oh My God, Super nice? I miss it so bad.
Yesterday were we reunited. Very very very Happy.
Cost $11 for two sets though, Nevermind, it was real nice.



Yesterday I had Chicken rice at Jurong Point banquet.
Oh My God, Super nice? I miss it so bad.
Yesterday were we reunited. Very very very Happy.
Cost $11 for two sets though, Nevermind, it was real nice.


So woke at 1.15pm after sleeping near 5 last night.
Got up, read messages. I Like it when my inbox has been spammed while i'm asleep.
Don't you? And so got up, went to bathe and left quickly for Shaz's place.
For last practice for Gig on monday. I'm ready now.
Like really ready. Just nervous. 
Nomore 1hour trips to Shaz's place.
Taking 99 from my place, to Ziq's bus stop. And wait for 187 or 98.
Nomore waiting for stupid buses while it's raining. 
Carrying the bass on my left shoulder. It does make people look at you though.
And so, Prac-ed the 5 songs. Shaz's dad said we had the makings of a good band.
He said it made him happy that the songs were played well,
And he also liked the 3 original songs.
He even told us to record So long and send it to him. Cool.
Tried to hide my black nails from him thought. Just not nice to let your elders see.
Right? But I failed as he was talking to me most of the time.
Okay no, most to Adam Ahaha.


Ziq wanted to hang around at Jp after that. Rained Heavily.
Went home instead. 
* Sidetracks*
I am now mobile-available.
Went to buy prepaid card. Had to walk in the rain.
And walk home, constant rain pouring down for more than 10mins on Me.
It's alright, I won't fall sick.


Tomorrow, Amanina's Pit at 6pm. Weird, wonder why so late.
But I Am Going! Haha missed the previous one.
Can't let this slip by. See you guys tomorrow.




Yesterday I had Chicken rice at Jurong Point banquet.
Oh My God, Super nice? I miss it so bad.
Yesterday were we reunited. Very very very Happy.
Cost $11 for two sets though, Nevermind, it was real nice.



P.s, I'd rather Show than Tell.


-Ynwa, You'll Never Walk Alone.
-Farhan Syah, Rockstar.
















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Goodbye Brother.

Before You have to SHOW what you Didn't have the Chance to TELL,
Tell them you love them.
And that you're thankful you ever met them.


I CRIED TO THIS SONG TOO. 


To watch your red balloon fly away
It's such a disappointment
Nothing to say, much like today
I'm hurting because of you, I saw you fly away
Nothing I can change today

Chorus:
Too bad you couldn't stay, didn't see you on your way
Now there's no taking back
or saying what I meant to say
And now the only question is why,
while the answer is denied
The world looks so much different without your smile

Reality hit me hard today
The past is gone away, hope I'll remember it
And all those times we used to play
Those memories of you and I when we were young
Stir my heart alive and shadow the death that has become

Too bad you couldn't stay, didn't see you on your way
Now there's no taking back
or saying what I meant to say
And now the only question is why,
while the answer is denied
The world looks so much different without your smile

I'll preserve your life inside
To mend your absence for the rest of my time
I know you touched so many lives
I finally see you in your true light
I see all the things I failed to see before
And the world looks different now

Too bad you couldn't stay, didn't see you on your way
Now there's no taking back
or saying what I meant to say
And now the only question is why,
while the answer is denied
The world looks so much different without your smile



Before it is too late.




-Ynwa, You'll Never Walk Alone
-Farhan Syah Rockstar.

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3-2-1 Blast Off Gig @ Odiocrib replaced by Gig @ BlackHole?
Thursday, December 24, 2009

Okay, my hair has only started looking great at this super late stage of the holidays.
Need to cut hair for school. Nooooooo!!!
1 more year for this hairdo to come back.
Nevermind. To more important matters, shall we?


Sunday had black cats outing and ate at lau pa sat plus slack.
While tuesday went to library to study.


Which outing pics to post first? Sunday kay. =)









Octopus i didnt dare try HAHA.
Was too busy raping the cockles.

Yat and Adam





RaRa, Khilda and Saboon



Hafiq and Arip







Okay Back view.







Adam and Me Conversation. Danial Tensed.





Can't really See me =/



Okay this time see but Fugly ahaha



Arip, Anisa and Yatt



Dunno what Arip do.


After that, walk2 and Slack. Yay.



Iron Ah-beng Man.



Inline



Girls.





Okay very cheap! Abit more than $10 per person. =D


Okay good enough. Now Time for Tuesday!
Only a few, Azlin Hasn't uploaded -.-


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Take 1

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Take 2

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Take 3

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Take 4


Out of four takes, Obviously I'm cuter. 
Hahaha!



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Nostrils Ahahaha!




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Gay Face

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I look better in that!
Just that i didn't take a pic. 
Haha just kidding =)








Going out later with Myra, Okay first time i said Myra =/
Getting used to it. 
Candle-search and blablabla, can't wait.
Yet can't sleep.


-Ynwa, You'll Never walk Alone.
-Farhan Syah,Rockstar



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Your Main Man.
Monday, December 21, 2009

Yesterday, was just that kind of perfect outing for me.
Thanks to all who made the Effort to come.
I love cockles now. Cockles screw the world! STW!
I got home to see that my lips were kinda red and just abiitt swollen.
But didn't suffer at all. Just slight defects for a while.
And my tongue went out of shape!
Super cool i say.


21st today, Practiced at Shaz's place. I've caught it all now.
I can do it on the 27th. Thanks for the encouragement guys.
I really really feel much better. I love you guys.
22nd Tuesday, Go library study with Alim etc.
23rd, Wednesday, Practice at Shaz's place without Ziq. He'll be busy.
24th, Thursday, Go out with Admyra. Get stuff.
25th, Friday, Full dress rehearsal with the band.
26th, Pit with Clique.
27th, Underlying's gig. Nervous and Uneasy but at the same time, Pumped up and Ready.


28th onwards I'll be free for any RANDOM outings you guys want.
We could do some catching up before the new year.
Feeling very Sentimental recently.
I haven't been thinking too much. It's just about time i thought.
Of what tales the past tells, the rush of the present, and the what the future keeps away,
Unknown to me.


I just want to be that person, who will be there for All of you.
Whether you need me or not, I want to be there.
Just so I'll feel warm. That's where I've always wanted to be.
Just Around where you can grasp me anytime like thin air.
The one that's always there. Now and Forever.
Your Main Man.


Time changes things. I hope it doesn't come for us.
Stay with Me.


-Ynwa, You'll Never Walk Alone.
I love Liverpool.
-Farhan Syah, Rockstar.

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Kimi No Suki Na Uta. Your Favourite Song.

I just got home. Need to wake at 8.30am later.
For practice at 10am. Do this quick and get to sleep.


I cried back when I was so stuck listening to this song.


UVERWORLD-
Kimi No Suki Na Uta.


Suki dayo to Kyou mo ienai mama
Even though I was with you all this time, 
Miokutta Ima made issho ni ita no ni
Without being able to say I love you, I said goodbye to you.
Aitakute Kimi no suki na uta wo kurikaeshi
I want to see you, so I repeat the song that you like
Kuchizusanda Kaeri michi
Humming it as I walk my way home.






Hanasu koe no tone Shisen no saki Hoka no dare kato kawasu kotoba sae
The tone of your voice, where you look at,
Even the words you exchange with others, 

Sasai na Kimi no shigusa ga Boku wo madowaseru
Your slightest gesture confuses me.

Kimi no kimochi ga Onaji you ni Kotae ga koko de arimasu you ni
I hope that your feelings are the same, and that we find our answers here
Kitto zutto Matta Kiseki yo Okoru nara ima koko de

The long awaited miracle, if you're going to come, come to me now.

Suki dayo to Kyou mo ienai mama

Even though I was with you all this time,
Miokutta Ima made issho ni ita no ni

Without being able to say I love you, I said goodbye to you.
Suguni Aitakute Kimi no suki na uta wo kurikaeshi

I want to see you right away, so I repea
t the song that you like
Kuchizusanda Kaeri michi


Humming it as I walk my way home.


Guuzen fureta te Kimi no taion sae itoshikute

The warmth that I felt through the hand that I touched by accident was to tender.
Boku no subete wo ukeiretekureru ki ga shita

It felt like it would accept me for who I am.
Deaeta koto de Kizuketa koto ga Boku wo kaete iku ima made ijou ni

The things I noticed after meeting you changed me more than ever.

Mou nido to hito wo aisanai to

I felt melancholy from my last lost love,
Mae no koi de Utsumuiteita boku mo

Thinking that I would never love anyone again.
Mou ichido Dare ka no tame ni ikitai to omoteta

But now I feel that I want to live for someone again.
Kono kimochi wo tsutae ni iku yo

I will go to express you these feelings.


*SOLO*

Doko ni itemo Nani wo shiteru toki mo Kimi no koto ga atama kara hanarenai

Where ever I am, whatever I am doing, I never stop thinking about you.
Oshiete kureta Todoka nutsura sa Koi no setsunasa Aisuru yorokobi wo

You taught me the pain of love, and not being able to be understood,

Sono egao mo juwaki goshi no koe mo

Your smile, your voice through the phone, 
Hito gomi ga nigate na chisana karada
Your small body that cannot handle the crowd,

Warui kuse mo Kimi ni shikanai mono de kagayaiteiru

And even the bad habits, they are all unique and splendid.
Subete ga, one and only

All of it is, one and only.

Boku no naka de kimi omou koto ga Ashita no ikiru chikara ni kawatteku

By thinking about you, it becomes my energy to live tomorrow.
Moshiuki aeta nara Onaji hohaba de shinji aeru michi wo Aruite ikou

If we could confront each other, let's walk on the same path where we can walk at the same pace.

Konna ni mo kimi wo omou dakete

Just thinking about you
Kurushikute Itoshisa tsunoru Kimochi

Puts me in such pain. My heart gets filled with affection.
Aitakute Kimi no suki na uta wo kurikaeshi

I want to see you, so I repeat that song you like
Kuchizusanda Kaeri michi

Humming it as I walk my way home.



-I cried to this. =(


-Ywnwa. You'll never Walk Alone
-Farhan Syah, Rockstar \M/


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Emotional Concoction
Friday, December 18, 2009

First And Foremost,


Alim,


I acknowledge your making it to Sec 5 and taking O Levels next year with us.
Fuck what Mr.Teo said about you being hopeless.
A teacher never has the right to say that.
Work hard with me, Let's guitar and study guitar and study guitar and study.
You know you need me to focus on both.
I need you as much as well. This is our chance.
Lead a good life, make it to Poly, Be good in Music, Hopefully form a band,
And most Importantly, Be happy Kids that grew up together.
I see more in you than Anyone else does.
Congratulations.


My Current Emotions, in Honest truth.
Happy that I'll be on Bass for Underlying's gig on the 27th,
Sad and Guilty for Yat, that I'm almost certainly taking over Bass.
Worried if there'll be a Fallout between Yat and The Band due to my sudden Inclusion,
In the band,
And his Sudden Exclusion,
From the Band.
Unsure of my future as current Underlying Bassist.
Not forgetting being Tired from practicing with Adam, Hafiq And Shazni since 11.
I just got home and here I am typing all these out at a frantic pace.


There you have it, It explains the title of the Post.
Concoction=Mixture.


I hope I can perfect my playing soon.
Have small run through sessions with the Band.
And get set to pee on stage on the 27th,
Has anyone ever told you I get stage fright?
Since Fright relates to being in Fear,
Has anyone ever told you that,
Phobia and Fear are two different things?
Phobia is a being afraid of a certain something that you HAVE NEVER experienced.
While Fear, being afraid of something that you HAVE ALREADY experienced.
Interesting, thanks Haziq for the Knowledge.


Had a Talk with Adam regarding the band,
And I related all my thoughs and feelings to him.
Thank you, guys for really having faith in me.
I can really see that you mean what you say.
That you really want me as permanent.
But I cannot give my Answer just yet.


I truthfully wouldn't want to see any member of the band leaving,
It's just sad that suddenly you guys want me to replace a member of more than two years.
And more importantly, A friend that went through so much together with you.
This time, I don't know for sure,
What I do know is,


You've got your Bassist for the 27th. \M/


-Farhan Syah, Underlying \M/
-Ynwa, You'll Never Walk Alone

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When Two thumbs up mean everything
Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Yesterday, Everyone seemed to be in a bad Mood.
A friend of mine once said, Yeaahh, Cause it was a monday.
It's after the weekends.
Wow what a great way to justify your reason.


So more than 3 people were suffering from moodswing yesterday,
But it doesn't matter anymore. Leave the past to History.


''The Temporary Yattata Replacement''
Yattata=Hidayat


Today, woke up early after sleeping at 330am.
Woke at 845. Haziq was shaking my body and throwing the pillows at me.
I WONDER WHY THE FUCK YOU NEVER USE YOUR FUCKING VOICE.
I didn't wake. He threw a towel at me.
Went to the kitchen, Asked maid to wake me at 9.
HAHAHA this always always Happens. Always.


So i got up, caught a glimpse of him taking his shorts off in the room to bathe.
HAHA I AM NOT GAY.
Please close the door before proceeding to undress.
Don't be so CONFIDENT =D


I laid down on the bed in the room and switched on some Disturbed from the Ipod.
And bathed in the kitchen toilet. Didnt forget my toothbrush!
Bathed, and surprisingly got out earlier than he did.
So had a curry puff and glass of tea for breakfast and Got out.


Took 98 to Shazni's place, met Hafiq on the bus.
He was early. So got off,
Ziq got 3 epok-epok Sardine and Green soya bean or something like that.
 Fiq got erm, Pokka Peach tea.
AND STYROFOAM AIRPLANE.
The ones which we used to buy for like, 40cents when we were young.
Fix it together and throw it around. Lame fuck. HAHA.


So got upstairs, Fiq almost stepped on some unregconisable poo outside the 2nd storey lift.
Ooo Dangerous. Knocked on Shazni's door several times.
No answer, just about to call, He opened the door.
He looked sleepy. HAHA. So got in.
While waiting for Adam to arrive,
Played with Fiq's new airoplane. Major failure.
Couldn't fly 2meters hahah.


Set up gear and Amps.
Checked out the Bass guitar i was handed by Shaz.
Sleek and Cool black Yamaha 4-stringer.
Tested plucking. Never played bass before.


Adam arrived and Haziq didnt want to open the gate HAHAH.
Taunted him and kept saying '' You can't slap my face!''
Stupid Adam took a while to finally realise that the gate wasn't locked.
HAHA and Ziq ran away hahaha..


Shaz's house was a instrument haven.
He had three Amplifiers in his room.
And one of them was HUGE.
Big as your fridge. Only wider.
A whole drumset.
Guitars. And a bass guitar too.
And a piano in the main hall. Wow.
I wish..


So set up Etc, Played their original song, The Pain I Feel.
I didn't know a single note to play.
Told Adam to teach, but he was asking why I was playing bass.
Ziq defended, Saying adam was the one who told Ziq to bring me along as replacement.
I just told him to teach. He taught a bit, and he said,
''Okay okay, most importantly, you follow the beat''
From then on i got it. I fit in like a glove.


After that,
Played The Bleeding-Five finger Death Punch
Never wrong-Original
And, So long-Original.
Free fall by Rides again wasn't practiced cause we weren't sure of the tabs.


It got real tiring, plucking with index and middle fingers while standing for 2 hours.
Time flew by so fast.
Halfway throughout Never Wrong, while playing, Adam looked at me and gave a thumbs up.
I smiled, and felt that I had to play harder. Some sort of Motivation.
Yes, made mistakes, Especially on So Long.
Oh my God, i kept forgetting what and how to play.
Haha, perhaps it was a bit too complicated.
I'm not such a great player anyway.


So was sweating hard.
Ziq was on the bed, Lyrics book in front of him,
Singing and TEXTING while there were only instrumental parts.
THE FAN WAS DIRECTED AT HIM AS WELL.
HAHA. Extreme unfairness I dare say.


All the while, had to refer to what Adam and Hafiq were playing on their guitars.
To get an idea of what I had to play on Bass.
So practiced and practiced till about 1.
When Ziq had to leave to fetch Shira.


I wish he didn't leave as early.
So we could practice some more.
Sure, we were playing for two straight hours.
But gig's in 12 days and that isn't enough, coupled with Yat's abesenteeism.
I wish i could play more, I fitted in.


So overwhelming was the feeling that i felt like one of them,
Underlying. HAHAHA I was dreaming.
As the famous saying goes,'' Dream are not Theirs to Take.''
Does anyone need any clarification?


Took a break. Ziq Left.
Would be meeting him later.


Shazni Nudged me from the back and gave me a thumbs up.
Wow, more motivation.
I wasn't that great, But i was okay.


So Hafiq and I rocked out on guitar in the room.
I Still don't understand your equipment fiq,
That digitech Gadget you had with you. HAHA.
But i love the MARSHALL POCKET AMPLIFIER.
Awe-tastic.


Played and Sang songs with Fiq while lying down on Shaz's leopard-printed-bed.
He taught me 2 songs! Yay.
Thanks Fiq.
Played and Played till Adam, who was slacking outside with Shazni,
Came in and drummed together with us.


Ahaha played tenacious D songs,
From the Movie- Tenacious D and the Pick of Destiny.
Fiq was on guitar, Adam on drums looking cool while smoking -.-''
And i was impersonating Jables and Kage and also Beelzebob.
Haha Undescribable fun.


Stuck around for awhile before leaving at about 3pm.
Meet Ziq and Danial at Jp with Shira and her brothers.


So got out, the Poo wasn't there anymore.
But the stain was still could still be CLEARLY SEEN.
YellowishtoBrown colour. Gruesome.


Fiq threw his styrofoam 50cent plane around twice.
Failure. I threw, failure. Then he told me to leave it there!
HAHAH Might as well put 50cents at that exact same spot and leave it.
Waste of money. Haha. Poor plane.


Bought 7-up and 3 EPOK-EPOK POTATO.
Niceeeee.  FUNNY INCIDENT at bus stop.
HAHA disgusting, sorry Adam and Fiq.
Watching Fiq's reaction was pricelesssss.
Funny people.


3 of us dropped of at interchange, waited for dan and ziq with shira and her bros.
They arrived super late but Nevermind =D




Fooled around with shira On the phone when she was asking where we were.
We= FS, Hafiq and Danial.
We kept saying we were at a certain place,
With dustbin, with white lights, with sweet talk, with mosaic floor etc.
HAHAHA. She hung up and appeared before we knew it.
We closed our eyes and each got a slap from her.
All laughed =)


So went to arcade,
Her little brother cried when he lost to his younger brother and the kiddy game,
'ANIMAL KAISER''
HAHAHA CUTE. Her little bro cried too when he lost to the older brother.
HAHAH cute. Protecting their pride i suppose.


Danial kept saying funny things like, '' ah balik gi teban''
HAHAHA Only we know yeah.


Hung around, had dinner at banquet.
Went home after 9.
Back to Ziq's place. Ziq sent shira.
Me and Fiq took bus home.
Too tired. Slept in bus.


Got off bus, Bade Hafiq Goodbye.
Got home. Charged Handphone.
It was time to rest, Not to sleep away.
Took toothbrush, MP3, PSP both forgot wrist cuffs -.-


Got home at 1020. =)


All after the practice at Shaz's place i was wondering about that SMALL chance that Yat would be dropped off, and I would take over for the gig this 27th.
But yat texted ziq asking for practice tomorrow, the 16th.
So yeah, i stopped dreaming after that. =)
I just felt happy to be rocking out with them.


To be a part of Underlying, for just that little more than 2hours.
Just that, and the two thumbs up that meant the world to me today.
15th December, 2009.
12 days from the Gig i was dreaming of playing in.


Once more shall it be said,
''Dreams are not Theirs to Take''


-Ynwa, You'll never Walk Alone
-Farhan Syah, Rockstar

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Voices



Pic from last Friday.
   Had LOTS OF FUN!


Tomorrow, going to be Haziq's ''Replacement Bassist''

 Cause his Bassist, Yat, Not able to make it.
Good Luck to ME!


And yes, the Liverpool-Arsenal game was a good one.
I Honestly feel we didn't deserve to Lose.


-Ynwa, You'll Never Walk Alone
-Farhan Syah, Rockstar

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Tip of My Tongue
Saturday, December 12, 2009

Went out with Clique the day past.
Farhan Syah, Alim, Hafiz, Jason, Shukor, Hakim, Syafiq, Amsyar, Suhailah and Silah.


To marina square and esplanade and Vivocity
Planned to go Bowl but on the list was names all over, Reservations~
So we went to Pool instead.
All the teams of two i was in Won.
ALTHOUGH I SUCKED VERY BADLY,
SHUKOR, ALIM, HAKIM AND HAFIZ BORE WITNESS,
I THINK I'VE TURNED INTO SOME KIND OF GOOD LUCK CHARM.
That's why you need to be around me, Just kidding =)
And so the girls and Jason wouldnt try it out,
They got bored and so they disappeared to Who knows where, while we were pool-ing.
Hafiz is good though he never played before, he might have lied HAHA.


But before that, Had Brunch at LJS,
Some meal that had two shrimps in it,
I was about to type in ''prawns'' into my text,
But ''Prawns'' wasn't in the phone Dictionary.
Only Shrimp was. Wtf. That irked me quite a bit.
I had the two shrimps, knowing i'm allergic.
And 2mins after the second shrimp appeared a bump.
A red one. Very obvious to the wandering eye.
On my Lower Lip.
And HELL YEAH IT WAS FRUCKING IRRNOYING.
ITCHY AS FUCK. Scratched and scratched till it got better,
30mins to get better. HAHA funny.
And it was two shrimps! Imagine 3 or More!


I Honestly think 3 or more would fill the necessary requirements for me to have the
Legendary Picrure Repeated!









Yes, This was how i first discovered that i had an allergy to prawn.
Jakarta trip with school in Feb,
Picture Courtesy of Hafiz Lil' Freeze.


After pool, Settled bill of $4 per person.
Alim didn't have cash so we paid for him.
It's okay bro. Syafiq's left slipper broke into two,
Don't know how the Mama it happened, but Alim stepped on it Accidentally.
Poor Fiq, had to borrow stapler from the Admin by the entrance and,
SPAM STAPLES INTO THE TORN SECTION!
HAHAHA it worked sublimely.
Ideas Arrive when you least expect them to.


So we hung around for awhile.
Decided that place-Marina Square
Had nothing left for us.
So we left to slack by the bay at Esplanade. Pics up soon,
With Sue and Amsyar.
Every End-of-Year there'll be this booth where they give out Big White Balls.
For you to write on with a Black marker.
Write down your Wishes and Resolutions for the coming Year.
So we wrote down lots of nonsense.
Like, 
''SPARKLING!'' 
''Twilight Sucks!''
And such. HAHA. GOOD FUN GUYS.
Lots of Nonsense on two Balls.


And Oh, Suhailah Wrote.
''I hope blablabla... and i will find my TRUE LOVE''
She was chasing me cause i had it in my hands. I was like, 
Why won't you let me see it?
Knowing something was amiss, I RAN AWAY FROM HER!
And that's what I got to Read. HAHA.
So cute Suhailah. HOHOHO. 
Nothing to be ashamed of, If you sit back and think about it.


That was sitting down on the stairs by the bay and Big White Ball Time while darkness loomed over our guilded heads,
Arrival of Dusk. 


Kim and Koi Left for IDK what reasons.
Koi had Rewang to go for. But just got to know he didn't go in the end.
AND YOU FUCKING SMOKED.
I'll be honest, Big Big Disappointment.
Right when we were talking in the train from boonlay could i Smell,
The Unmistakable smell of Smoke.
ON YOU. And No, I didn't hesitate to ask,
''You went for a Smoke?''
And i was spot on. I just happened to ask you the moment the smell became known to me.
I didn't give it much thought though .
Well, Disappointment nontheless.


So we walked through CityLink, Amsyar was having moodswing.
Still don't know for what reason.
Alim, Hafiz and I were lost at the moment.
So we formed the back line and just followed and joked amongst ourselves.
I was saying,
'' Okay, Whoever that doesn't know what the hell is happening, Or where We're going, Form up on me''
HAHA. So we took train to outram park interchange.
HAFIZ, ALIM, SYAFIQ AND I SPOTTED something we weren't supposed to be interested in looking at. HAHAHAHAHAHA! I was first though.
Hafiz kept us LAUGHING like MAD with his stupid sound effect.
Sounded something like, a high-pitched ''OOO-OOO''
HAHAHAHA Frucking Epic.
Suhailah jusssst had to Spoil the fun and laughter,
HAHA just kidding Sue. Credit to you. 
Who knows how far we could have gone had you not intervened.
Fiq suddenly said he was taking the train all the way back to boonlay.
And no better timing than, Arriving at Outram Park and then telling us once the doors opened.
Fuck, You must be desperate to go online at night to chat with people.
Spare a thought for us please. What the Fuck.
Again, Disappointment.


Left with,
-Farhan Syah, Hafiz, Alim, Jason, Amsyar, Sue and Silah.




Upon reaching, We split up to get our own Food and Drinks before meeting up at sky park.
My suggestion.
And so, Me, Alim and Hafiz(Duh).
Sue, Silah, Jason and Amsyar.


Three of us walked around the first floor and talked about Naruto and its Storyline when what were supposed to be doing was look for food to bring upstaris and slack with the rest.
HAHAHA. We realised it, but it wasn't about to spoil the NARUTO fun just yet.


Talked about  Itachi and Sasuke.
Jiraiya, Orochimaru and Pain.
Akatsuki.
And of course, the main character,
Naruto.


Looked around for Mac's till we found it.


I got two Mac-Chickens while Fizzy got a D-Cheese-B meal.


Seeing that the one serving us was Wow,
HAFIZ WAS OBVIOUSLY AWESTRUCK BY HER WOW-NESS.
And when she asked, What will be your drink,
He replied ''PEPSI''
OMG the Embarrassment.
She said, '' You mean Coke?'' And smiled cheekily.
I caught sight of her nametag.
Nurhida-something. I forgot. Shite.
Got out of there after Hafiz got his meal.
Got to know Fiz took notice of her name as well.
Laughed it off.
She didn't look Malay. She looked CHINESE!


Nevermind. Awestruck by her WOW-ness.


Alim didn't get anything cause he was short on cash.


So we got up, met up with them.
Talked. Had my burger with curry sauce.
Decided to give one of my burgers to Alim ( No problem dude)
So we both hungry together. Fair right? Haha. 


Played 007Bang game.
Gave Jokes and Riddles.
ChopChilliChop was HAHA!
Played 7even-Up and more.
Respective losers had to be daring and do stupid things.


Like going over to one group of Unknown guys and saying,
''Hi, What you guys doing ah?''
Reply-''Oh, nothing, just drinking''.
''Oh Alright.'' *Smiles and Walks back to our spot*
Exactly what Hafiz had to do.
Told us they were on Alcohol. HAHA. Poor Fiz.
At least you were sporting.
No way would I do that -.-


Joked and joked till Silah wanted to go home.
Goodbye-d each other and she left.


Left- Farhan Syah, Hafiz, Alim, Jason, Amsyar and Suhailah


Talked for abit regarding things closer to us.
Nothing specific here though.


Sue's phone kept playing the ''Watcha Say'' Song.
She was texting someone. And it got real irrinoying.
Till we all complained. HAHA.


And she tried to make the message notification softer by placing it somewhere,
Around her waist,
So as to abbreviate the sound when the song plays.
Guess what Jason said, I never thought he would.
''You purposely cover with your Vagina for what?''
HAHAHAHAHA ULTIMATE FUNNY!
Sue was shocked that he said that.
I mean, he's the kind that says things without really thinking much about it.
HAHA but still, that was uncalled for.


When it happened again, He said,
''Again you cover with your CB'' -Chris Brown. 
HAHA. It was clear he didnt mean to offend anyone.
Sue was the only girl then. But nah, It was more of a joke than any insult.
Nice one Jason. The night was windy and somewhat cold.
Everything we said was turning out to be funny.
Esp Amsyar and Jason. Wtf hahaha.

PS: Sue, I hope You have Forgiven Jason =)

Slacked and talked till 11pm.
Got out of there. Sue took bus to her Interchange at Bukit Batok.
Or is it Bukit Gombak? Memory Fail.


We guys got on train and Listened to music all the way to Boonlay.
Hafiz was stone-ing throughout the ride.
Wanted to talk to him. But neither of us were in the mood.
Sorry if i judged the situtation wrongly and should have talked =)


Wen separate ways. Fiz walked home.
Amsyar took 242 with his Primary Schoolmate.
Jason, Alim and I took 241 home.
Too tired to talk to each other, so music broke the silence.


Got home at 1220. Had Rojak with orange juice.
And here I am. Online since 130.
Timecheck:4.47


I took more than an hour to post this.
THIS IS HARD WORK SO I EXPECT SOME TAGS =)


Towards the End was the best guys.
Do it again sometime soon =)




-Farhan Syah, Rockstar
-Ynwa,You'll Never Walk Alone

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