Turn my hours into days.

ALIM WAS ANGRY YESTERDAY.


LIKE, REALLY ANGRY.


Even towards Me.


Yesterday was really fuckably horrible for me.


Total Hate, 23April2010.


Okay, I mostly hate it.


Absolutely fucked up.


What couldn't happen? 


Seriously, It was kind of a Bitchslap to the face.


TYVM.


And so, I have time. So why not?


welcome to the "HONEST SHOW".
if you're tagged, you have to answer EVERY, SINGLE question HONESTLY.
BE HONEST, OR YOU'LL GET STRIKE BY LIGHTNING/ GET BANG BY A RED CAR.

LET THE SHOW BEGIN..

1. HONESTLY, what's your name?
; Muhammad Farhan Syah Bin Hassan

2. HONESTLY, what day is today?
; Now, It's Saturday

3. HONESTLY, what time is it now?
; 2.59am

4. HONESTLY, what are you doing now?
; This.

5. HONESTLY, do you think you're smarter than a 5th grader?
; Yes.

6. HONESTLY, do you believe in fairy tales?
; Noooo

7. HONESTLY, do you think relationships are worthwhile?
; Depends how you make it out to be,

8.HONESTLY, do you think you're HOT?
; Hell No.

9. HONESTLY, what's the first letter of your crush name?
; Currently None.

10. HONESTLY, who do you want to see right now?
; Secret, =D

11. HONESTLY, do you like the rain?
; I LOVE THE RAIN

12. HONESTLY, how many times do you bathe/day?
; Once or Twice.

13. HONESTLY, are you a health freak?
; Water Intake=High. Fries Intake=High. So, No.

14. HONESTLY,do you prefer the fan or aircon?
; This is hard, but Aircon.

15. HONESTLY, do you plan to confess to your crush?
; No crush for now.

16. HONESTLY, what is the longest time you've like someone?
; A year? Pschool! Hahaha. Other than that, not long.

17. HONESTLY, how's life?
; Simple, Unpredictable.

18. HONESTLY, how many people out there do you trust?
; A handful only.

19.HONESTLY, do you believe in Santa Clause?
; Zero belief.

20.HONESTLY, have you walked around your house naked?
; Oops. Only when I feel really lazy to get the towel and when no one else's around. Shh.

21. HONESTLY, whose picture do you secretly keep in your wallet?
; My own.

22. HONESTLY, do you like taking photos?
; No. I wasn't made for being in a picture. I'll always look HORRIBLE.

23.HONESTLY, do you prefer kopitiam or yakun kaya?
; Depends. Yakun Kaya Toasts are awesome anyway.

24. HONESTLY, do you kick when you sleep?
; I always have.

25. HONESTLY, do you think you're fat?
; Nope =)

26. HONESTLY, are you a lesbian/gay/homosexual?
; TOTALLY STRAIGHT AND TOTALLY INTO GIRLS ONLY. Biosexual.
27. HONESTLY, what should you be doing now?
; Studying. Sleeping. =/

28. HONESTLY, where's your favourite hang out place?
; Near home. Town.

29.HONESTLY, do you believe you can fly and touch the sky?
; Sadly, No. I'd love to though.

30. HONESTLY, what colour shirt are you wearing now?
; Grey.

31. HONESTLY, have you ever liked someone with the name starting with letter S/C/B/M/D?
; Yup.

32. HONESTLY, do you eat alot?
; Nahh. No.

33.HONESTLY, do you carry a handkerchief around?
; HAHA noooo. Could come in handy though.


34.HONESTLY, how long was your longest relationship?
; Err. Long enough for me to suffer.

35. HONESTLY, do you carry an umbrella even though it's not raining?
; Never.

36. HONESTLY, do you feel like shitting now?
; Nope. Though I had mega mac with fries and coke just now =D

37.HONESTLY, do you like nature?
; I TOTALLY LOVE NATURE.

38. HONESTLY, do you have an eyecandy now, who?
; Argh, this is hardd. Yes. It's normal!

39.HONESTLY, do you prefer to take the first move, or the other way?
; Depending on how sure I am.

40.HONESTLY, do you use tissue paper ?
; Oh yes.

41. HONESTLY, which finger do you use to dig your nose?
; Index! HAHAHA. In the morning while bathing, duh!

42.HONESTLY, who do you fancy now?
; Screw it. No one.

43. HONESTLY, does the person you like stay near you?
; Err. No.

44. HONESTLY, what shampoo do you use?
; Sunsilk, Clear, Redken, Kerasys(something like that).

45. HONESTLY, what's your plan for tmw?
; Either go out or stay here and study. Study.

46. HONESTLY, do you keep soft toys?
; Yes. Toys from childhood. Who has the heart to throw them away? =/

47. HONESTLY, do you listen to music everywhere you go?
; Alwayyyysss. NSync!

48. HONESTLY, how you times do you brush your teeth?
; twice.

49. HONESTLY, what's the sweetest thing you've done for someone?
; I really don't know. It's more to being natural.

50. HONESTLY, HOW DO YOU FIND THIS QUIZ?
; Intrusive. Haha.






Okay. Need to manage time properly next week.
Like really.


Things are still looking unpredictable, even for my intuition.
This proves a difficult period. What's ahead?
I can't see.


Oh GOD I look scarily horrible in pics. Help.
I need ''Photogenic'' lessons.


HAZIQ SENT A BASTARD TEXT AT 11+ just now. HAHA KURANG AJAR.
Very Funny.


I realised for some time already,
Why do we hurt each other? 
This refers to Everyone.


YESTERDAY WAS FUCKABLY FORGETTABLE.
Beheld something that somehow irked me when it shouldn't have? 
What feeling was that? A very common one.


Life is Goooooooooood.
I Hope.




Ynwa, You'll Never Walk Alone.
-Farhan Syah, Rockstar.

Labels: -I can't feel the same I can't feel this way

P6 PHOTOS.


http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=783803&id=1578886128&ref=mf
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=5624980&id=716289061#!/photo.php?pid=783804&id=1578886128&ref=mf
WELCOME TO TRY AND SPOT ME (VERY OBVIOUS).




6B was a very very very awesome class where everyone knew everyone.
We were so cool. All the guys and girls! I remember all of them, albeit 2 guys.




I'll list them from top left.
Qi Hao. Forgot. Hakim Sapari. Forgot. Kelvin Ng.


Jia Lin (Hot girl i was in love with). Jie Yi. Forgot. Wei Jie. Beatrice. Yu Hui. Aini. Hui Juan. Nikki Pearl. Mas Rahayu.
I swear i had the girl's name in my head. Shall find out.


Wei Liang. Dominic. Kelvin Ang. Aliff Aqid. Who the Fuck. Sin Yew. Gavin Tan. Hayrul Haziq. Wei Ming. Han Sheng. James Ong. Khairul Hisham.  Zuhilmi. Ridzwan.
HAHA IT'S RIDZWAN!


Elvis. Celespine. Wahyuni. Shi En. VP and P. Diyanah. Crystal. Bella. Chee Seng.


How are you , My friends?
I still see some of you around.
Wish You Well =)


I've read, 
Volumes 1 and 2 of Ultimate Fantastic four.
Volume one of Ultimate Spiderman.
Spiderman:Blue.
Cable:Messiah War
Deadpool:Secret Invasion
Wolverine:Blood Debt
Ultimate X-Men volumes 1 and 2.
Marvel Civil War:Road to Civil War and Civil War.
Marvel Zombies.
Nick Fury:Peacemaker
The Punisher.
The Punisher:Punisher Vs Bullseye.
And more!
That's a lot of comics covered.

Azam finished FANTASTIC FOUR volumes 1 and 2 in less than a day.
I inserted a data chip into his brain during DnT, manipulating his mind to start comics.
And he went to the Library after school and got himself comics.
The power of Speech. (Ehem-Ehem)

ALIM: IRON MAN SUCKS! GO SPIDEY!

I've done so much wrong.
A large count of different degrees.
The worst part is, it's too late to make them right.
Much too late.
As I have learnt somewhere within these 16years,
Some effects are irreversible.
Nothing to lose is the path that you choose,
And it feels just right at the time.



Recently, I've been wondering if i'll start writing things on my foolscap paper.
Regarding things completely unrelated to academics.
I hope I won't do it subconsciously.
It feels real stupid and un-in-control to realise you were doing something,
without knowing why or what it's for.


Taking care of sideburns is fun! Full stop.


I still can't believe someone had the P6 photographs of 6B.
Thanks for uploading it. I'm remembered!
I love primary school and the memories it hold.
Sigh, can we go back?
To immaturity?
To limitless energy ( we never got or felt tired )?
To insensible crushes on girls (guys, for the girls)?
To high levels of mischief which are now talking points between familiar faces?


Never again.
Instead, 
We have to deal with these feelings,
These insecurities.
Aware of dangers whereas we were so oblivious to most things ( ignorance is bliss, so they say )
The coming of age, physical growth.
Introduction to IQ, AQ, EQ and more.
All these come thick and fast. Adapt or die out.
Succeed and reap the fruit of labour.
I guess that's growing up.
No more innocence and make-believe.


However, we all experience the same thing (more or less).
Can't say exactly the same, we're different people leading different lives.


Hold on to Hope.
For it is Essential in every way.

The truth sets us free.
The Lie imprisons us.





I don't know what to do anymore.
I still hold on.
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Yours will be a Name I'll Remember.


Ynwa, You'll Never Walk Alone.
-Farhan Syah, Rockstar

Labels: -Someday You'll See

My eyes play tricks on me.
I keep seeing this girl I know when I'm out.
Is it me or do many look like her? =/
Bet it's me.


Ynwa, You'll Never Walk Alone.
-Farhan Syah,Rockstar

Labels: -Ascension.

kin. says:
*"kamu bisa ngomong sama saya?"
*HAHAHAHAHA
Farhan Syah, JC. LFC Forever. \M/ says:
*lolllllllllll
*waduh bayu
*hamsam banget
*''manya maaf kartina, aku gak bisa ngomong sama kamu''
kin. says:
*bayu saper?
*KARTINA WHO?
*omg!!!
*HAHAHHAAAA
Farhan Syah, JC. LFC Forever. \M/ says:
*''mama beritahu, dont talk to stangers kok''
*HAHAHA
*random
kin. says:
*hahaa
*totally random.
*eh budak indon.
Farhan Syah, JC. LFC Forever. \M/ says:
*boleh tahan
*hmm
*time u waking later?
*brought towel?
*lol
kin. says:
*err, confirm lambat nyer.
*no.
*rumah nenek saye ader towel wak.
Farhan Syah, JC. LFC Forever. \M/ says:
*ok
*toothbrush?
*takd
*hahhaa
kin. says:
*a'ah laaaah!
*lupe.
*okay best
*HAHAHAA
Farhan Syah, JC. LFC Forever. \M/ says:
*hahhaa
*mulut bau stokin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*hahahaa
kin. says:
*hahaha
*what the hell?
*hahaa
Farhan Syah, JC. LFC Forever. \M/ says:
*hahah can imagine
*bau ikan kat pasar
kin. says:
*" mulut bau stokin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! " Funny.
*first time hearing this
*crap!
Farhan Syah, JC. LFC Forever. \M/ says:
*eh nak fries ah
kin. says:
*what the.
*dah PAGI!
*go buy uh, duhhhh
Farhan Syah, JC. LFC Forever. \M/ says:
*bleahhhhh
*jauh
*like from my place to PM
*malas
*and takd orang teman
*nanti ada hantu ikut
kin. says:
*=__________________________________________=
*what was the last sentence suppose to mean?
*AHAHAHAA
Farhan Syah, JC. LFC Forever. \M/ says:
*HUH?
*err, ada hantu je ah
*lol
*gelap ah this area
*ahah
in. says:
*tkde.
*hahaa
*pengecut
*HAHAHAA
arhan Syah, JC. LFC Forever. \M/ says:
*............
*and no, i didnt mean anything else by that last sentence
*i think
*ahahahha

Continuation,

kin. says:
*hahaa. takde dkt mtv tgh lagu break your heart?
*HAHAA
*your head selalu, wahlao.
Farhan Syah, JC. LFC Forever. \M/ says:
*oooooooooooo
*ok
*macam selalu
*lol
*ok sorry
kin. says:
*hahaa
*lol, mcm je mahh
*nah its okay lerr.
*aiyo
Farhan Syah, JC. LFC Forever. \M/ says:
*haha yeah
*and nenek has mtv?
*wow
*nenek super canggih
kin. says:
*HAHAHAHAHAHA
Farhan Syah, JC. LFC Forever. \M/ says:
*HAHA
*shh
kin. says:
*she and her sensasi,
*wtf.
*cracking jokes at this time
*HAHAHHAAA



Farhan Syah To Syairazi Haziq- Sigh, I thought you'd say something like, ''oh kau bored eh? Ngomong dengan aku ah.'' HAHAHA


Time to surleep. Goodnight =)

Labels: -2.47am

Okay I don't know why I can't align the words to the right =/ Boo.

Labels: -The things he does to you. All the things that he puts you through.

I should have learnt,
From all those times I didn't walk away,
Even when I knew that it was best to go.


I made mistakes,
Think I don't care,
But you don't realise what this means to me.


And it'll be just A memory.


-Ynwa, You'll Never Walk Alone.
-Farhan Syah, Rockstar

Labels: -At least the truth is coming out

School is awesome, In a way.
And sports day was awesome too.
One incident that makes me think till now. Wow? Yup.
It was an accident, but who cares! It happened!


Friday, saw a girl who looked like Ashikin at interchange. =/
Couldn't have been her.


Life has been secretive nowadays.
Usually, we see what's coming in the days ahead.
Somehow, I don't see what's bound to happen.
Can I steer this ship away from disaster?


I can't. It's already happened.
But I'll try to salvage whatever's left, of us.
Sigh.

I'll take the blame, for a chain of broken hearts.

Mama, You know I love You.
Mama,
Mama you're the queen of my heart.
Your love is like tears from the stars.
Mama, Just want you to know.
Loving you, is like food to my soul.

Thank god for Boyz 2 Men.


Ynwa, You'll Never Walk Alone
-Farhan Syah, Rockstar

Labels: -Mama.

I'm sure everyone has at least one secret wish that no one else knows of.
I have at least five, the last time i thought about it.

It's nice that Everest are Champs in my grad year.

Happy Birthday Helmi, Hope you liked me returning the favour.

Five secret wishes that would make me so happy if they were granted.
*Cue for genie with a lamp to appear*

G: What troubles You, young one?

FS: Oh Genie! Impeccable timing! I have 5 wishes!
       I wish for all of them to be granted.

G: I'm afraid that's one wish already.
    We started with 5ive. You're left with four.

FS: WTF? I have 5ive wishes!

G: Take it or leave it.

FS: Now I have to choose four from 5ive?
     Screw You, whatever your name and whoever sent you.

G: I am Your only Hope.

FS: I guess you are. Give me time to think.

G: That's your second wish, three left.

FS: FUCK!

I love making stories.

Stories in our lives, we keep them all inside.

Farhan Syah When you give in, say it's alright, doesn't mean you're weak, afraid or easliy manipulated. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong.

11 minutes ago · Comment · Like

I, Will always forgive.

No blogging. Only once in a long while.

Syafiq's Hougang gang wants to find and fight my Woodlands gang. 
Unfortunately, I'm the only member. So who's the hero in this scene?

I errr... Nvm. =D

Ynwa, You'll never walk alone.
-Farhan Syah, Rockstar

Labels: -Well whatever