Alim,
I acknowledge your making it to Sec 5 and taking O Levels next year with us.
Fuck what Mr.Teo said about you being hopeless.
A teacher never has the right to say that.
Work hard with me, Let's guitar and study guitar and study guitar and study.
You know you need me to focus on both.
I need you as much as well. This is our chance.
Lead a good life, make it to Poly, Be good in Music, Hopefully form a band,
And most Importantly, Be happy Kids that grew up together.
I see more in you than Anyone else does.
Congratulations.
My Current Emotions, in Honest truth.
Happy that I'll be on Bass for Underlying's gig on the 27th,
Sad and Guilty for Yat, that I'm almost certainly taking over Bass.
Worried if there'll be a Fallout between Yat and The Band due to my sudden Inclusion,
In the band,
And his Sudden Exclusion,
From the Band.
Unsure of my future as current Underlying Bassist.
Not forgetting being Tired from practicing with Adam, Hafiq And Shazni since 11.
I just got home and here I am typing all these out at a frantic pace.
There you have it, It explains the title of the Post.
Concoction=Mixture.
I hope I can perfect my playing soon.
Have small run through sessions with the Band.
And get set to pee on stage on the 27th,
Has anyone ever told you I get stage fright?
Since Fright relates to being in Fear,
Has anyone ever told you that,
Phobia and Fear are two different things?
Phobia is a being afraid of a certain something that you HAVE NEVER experienced.
While Fear, being afraid of something that you HAVE ALREADY experienced.
Interesting, thanks Haziq for the Knowledge.
Had a Talk with Adam regarding the band,
And I related all my thoughs and feelings to him.
Thank you, guys for really having faith in me.
I can really see that you mean what you say.
That you really want me as permanent.
But I cannot give my Answer just yet.
I truthfully wouldn't want to see any member of the band leaving,
It's just sad that suddenly you guys want me to replace a member of more than two years.
And more importantly, A friend that went through so much together with you.
This time, I don't know for sure,
What I do know is,
You've got your Bassist for the 27th. \M/
-Farhan Syah, Underlying \M/
-Ynwa, You'll Never Walk Alone
Labels: -Haziq, Adam, Hafiq, Shazni. Hidayat or Farhan Syah? Underlying
