I realise after 5 days of school.
That life has got to change.
In fact it already has.
The people I'm with.
The things I do.
The Way i Was.
The Life i Lived.
All that I was before, most of them are going to change within this year onwards.
I'm not really prepared to accept these changes whether they'll be for the better or not.
I'll try to do things the best I can. Strive.
Handle my mental and emotional selves well. Not Breakdown.
Take good care of myself. Rest well.. 
Not suffer from burnout before the end of the year.
Again and again, these feelings keep clawing their way back into my Life.
They snap at my heels. Must not give the chance to gnaw at me.
Stability in all departments is what I need for this year. Doing well after 8days.


Facts: 
-I keep writing 3E2 instead of 4E2 on my assignments and notes.
-I keeping writing 1/6/09 on my assignments and notes.
Summary: Not used to the death of 2009.


-I can't keep up with Mr.Koh teaching Math.
He just won't slow down his Usain-Bolt-like brain to match our level of understanding.
-Mr Sies is damn Boring. I fall asleep listening to him.
Which Sue will come to my rescue. Waking me up.
She wakes me like, 4-5 times a day.


And no, she isn't such an angel you thought her to be.
She is the Number one culprit. I'm the butt of the joke.
Funny eyyh Sue? You Ronnie's girl.
And i don't give a carebear how it's spelled.
It could be spelled as Ronay for all i care-bear.
But thanks Sister :)


The rest of the clique, Follow her lead and I've been the butt of it all.
Save me? Please? 
Haha. I can take a joke. =)


Chemistry's been going well. Picking up faster than I thought I would.
Physics too.


Dropping DnT.
Poa haven't really started.
Geography should be easy. 
So Should Social Studies.


Recess sucks. 
I ARE SICK OF CANTEEN FOOD. Bring in something new!
Sick of Singh observing me. I'm not as bad as the others.
And I don't have time to trouble you. I've got O Levels You turd.
I mean, Turb. Hoho. Ok Anti-Racist.


I am a big fan of Guitar Picks. 
Alim can vouch for me. Hoho!
I have been practicing hard at guitar. I've gotten better!


But! After watching BeastandHarlot22, youtube user,
Post vids of him covering Avenged Sevenfold songs on guitar.
I feel like a starter again.
There's never enough to learn.


I am bored of my music playlist.
I need more feel music.
Rather than hard rock and metal \M/


Let's learn Prayer by Disturbed!
Can Someone help me Frucking print the Tabs,
So I can refer to it while playing?
Disturbed-Prayer


Fuck it. It's a fucking new year.
And it's all gonna get better.
Is someone getting the best of me?
I'm no fool.


-Ynwa, You'll Never Walk Alone
-Farhan Syah,Rockstar