★Mr.Vocalist

Nothing lasts forever? You can't live with nothing.

Hereupon, My Confession.

1:They say,
The more you trust,
The more opportunities you present to others intending to hurt you.

I won't stop trusting.

2:Getting over loved ones.
   Do I get over people too easily? Some have told me so.
   Even when they mean so much, I seem to take the pain easily.
  Although it ruptures my insides every single time i gaze far away,
  Thinking about it. I can't help it. I need time.
  I'm sure We're all familiar to that feeling of affliction inside ourselves.
Especially at times we're by ourselves, away from others.
I refuse to speak of the pain I feel for I do not wish for others to worry.
I mean, It's called staying strong and being thoughtful of others.

3:When I do things with good intent,
  They turn out bad and I don't understand why I try so hard when I fail.
'It's better than doing nothing. I'll take my chances. I'll make it better'
I tell myself.
It ends up as,
'Why should I try, When you never share your feelings?
How could I be so naïve?
Is it so hard to believe, that you excel in emotional concealing?'

It is hard. It's not called a reconciliation if one party disagrees or thinks otherwise.

Even with that, I never lose sight of hope. I will always try.
For Us.

Which in the end, Always brings me back to this song.

Maybe a part of you has died,

Because you keep it all inside .
But still you wear that smile on your face.
It seems no matter what I do,
I just can't get through to you.
But I always know where to find you.

In your perfect world.
Where there's no one to blame.
No one can hurt your feelings,
And you don't feel no pain.
Everybody loves you,
And nobody gets burned.
As long as you are living,
In your perfect world.

'Ynwa' You'll Never Walk Alone, Rafael Benitez.
-Farhan Syah

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