Now, whenever I visit the toilet to excrete/bathe, I take longer.
Thanks to Mr.Mirror who is on the wall and my reflection.
However, the Joy is always short-lived as I begin to dread the inevitable-Having to cut it.
Discipline committee, stop chasing after me. I'll cut it tomorrow.
Asswipes.
Right now, I wanna COD online but I wanna sleep.
Can't do both simultaneously. Hah, I wish.
And yeah, I got Myself,
Spider-Man,
Venom,
Carnage and
Gambit
CARD Collectibles. China square. $1 each. Happy.
Also, Had mango delight and white choc macadamia at Secret Recipe, Marina Square.
Toffee twist and grilled chicken too. Yummx1000.
I remember the day where someone asked Haziq.
''Eh main lan berapa lama?''
Haziq-''Main sampai mabuk ah!''
I always found it silly and nonsensical till it became true on Friday night.
Betul-betul mabuk. Alamak. Hahaha serves me right.
It's monday, no fireworks for me. I'll stay here. Coop myself up.
Feel like someone someplace else for a change.
Haikal Syah's on MSN with me now.
-=Rockstar-Bright-Luis Javier Garcia Sanz-Liverpool FC-Shinta-Brandon Boyd-Takuya-Sebastian Bach says:
*boo asal tak balik
*i'm bored!
Farhan Syah, JC. LFC Forever. \M/ says:
*-.- asal tak datang
*gi tidur la
-=Rockstar-Bright-Luis Javier Garcia Sanz-Liverpool FC-Shinta-Brandon Boyd-Takuya-Sebastian Bach says:
*cuz i had to do project
Farhan Syah, JC. LFC Forever. \M/ says:
*lol
-=Rockstar-Bright-Luis Javier Garcia Sanz-Liverpool FC-Shinta-Brandon Boyd-Takuya-Sebastian Bach says:
*i met my classmate today
Farhan Syah, JC. LFC Forever. \M/ says:
*hahaha
*ok
*keluar ah
*hari ni
*im not gg anywhere
-=Rockstar-Bright-Luis Javier Garcia Sanz-Liverpool FC-Shinta-Brandon Boyd-Takuya-Sebastian Bach says:
*k lets go out
Farhan Syah, JC. LFC Forever. \M/ says:
*-.-
*no
*for what?
*with?
Great. Just when I found a reason not to go out.
Dan just asked if I've got my Iphone yet.
Answered No. Expecting the worst too.
Better to expect the worst so that disappointment won't hit you so hard.
Also, If it doesnt turn out as bad, then bravo.
It works.
Texted Shira for quite a while. Left my phone on silent and forgot about it.
You should be asleep now. Who am I kidding. Course You're not -.-
You're probably busy with entertainment. Couch poh-tay-toe.
Ahaha.
Perhaps now I know what it feels like.
To coop up thoughts and feelings. Not being in denial.
I won't deny these facts.
Then again, that does not mean I can't write them off and forget about it.
How many times have I done it before? How much different can it be this time?
Just turn off the lights. I've done it a thousand times.
I can't believe this happens again and again all of a sudden without prior signs or warnings.
I take comfort in the thought that I THINK there are people like me.
Feeling insecure. As Shiuan Shen would say,
''Aiya HE PUBERTY LA''
I laughed at that. I still do think it's funny.
Hey, I also found out that, You can feel as strong as anything for anybody.
It doesn't count for a pinch of salt if He doesn't feel the same.
Of course this applies to only certain feelings.
Girl, I ain't just anybody, put your faith in me,
I will make you believe.
Ynwa.
-Farhan Syah
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